For years Ive heard this placebo of a statement applied to everything under the sun. Its an umbrella statement made to pacify children when parents dont really have a good enough reason as to why the ball didnt bounce their way or talk a tired person down from the brink of a mental breakdown and personally Ive never really been satisfied with it. My response has always been "why?"
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Why Do I Bother?
I know that Im viewed as what people may call a people person but honestly I CANT stand most people (I underlined most simply because I have a feeling that line will hurt a lotta feelings). Its my dirty little secret (shhh) I like to interact with and meet people and learn their foibles and what makes them tick but after that initial interest dissipates... Im good. Sadly Im jus too much of a "people person" to fully let myself just disappear because sometimes I'll get hit the classic "we dont ever talk anymore" line and feel guilty because I gave them a taste of this (gestures to all of me) and then jus took it off the market (kinda like the Ribwich...Its back now tho). So this is my affliction, I cant take the overall douchebaggery that comes along with communicating and being "friends" with most people but their quirks sustain me so Im kinda stuck (I crossed out that most cause I cant stand douchebaggery). Yet still I find myself cyclically doing it time and time again. I find someone who intrigues me and is quirky and then get bored or annoyed or jus feel like keeping to myself and they get offended and hate me or need a "break" from me and it takes on a life of its own.
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